Fall has officially hit Dodge City. Today it drizzled. Yesterday was cold and windy. It hasn’t been a good week. I’m exhausted.
I hope that maybe with this post, I can be myself, if only for a mere 200 words. As of late, I’ve been struggling to maintain a proper balance at what is my life. There doesn’t seem to be enough hours in the day to do everything I want to do. It’s hard to get everything accomplished. Compromise is also hard, especially when there are multiple things you love so much. So dearly. That’s where I am right now– tug-o-warring. I’m faced with the choice to decide what’s of worth, what needs attention, and I have time for. That’s where I become exhausted. I want life to be easy. I want love to be easy.
Why is it that during the cold and dreary season of Winter; we tend to be in a funk. I’m there and we haven’t even felt 40 degree weather. I want to cling to my dreams, but I don’t want to compromise who I am along the way. That’s why I want to be able to blog as much as possible, even if it’s not as consistent. I want to give myself enough time to do all the things, that yes are important, but also things I love so much.
The grass may not be green anymore, it will be soon enough, I just have to work hard during the sad moments. I’ll be happy again soon. For now, enjoy the blog. As always.